⋆☆ So long as you harbour love for this world, ever shall there be a place for you in it. ☆⋆

⋆ ★ kit / g'raha ・ nyan prince(ss) ・ calico foxkit ΘΔ ★ ⋆
♡ sparkledog, pokemon master, warrior of light, tragic backstory haver ♡

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• about me
• dni / byf
• kin list

• g'raha
• alexi
• kai
• chiaki
• kovu
• eden
• koana
• ajaw

haiii i'm kit / g'raha, the nyan prince(ss) and whatnot. i'm 21+, nyanbinary and i use any pronouns, it is not possible to misgender me so don't worry about it. i'm also a calico foxkit / eeveelution / zorua / braixen therian so basically i'm a fox in real life typing on my computer. uhh i'm polyamorous and my partners are lambchomped (kiri) and throwmeintospace (annie), they are the most important things in my life except for my cats. ♡ my besties are phobosnyan/roachrotted and pupflower and i'd die without them. also my cat church is epic!!!!!!!!!i am a real life sparkledog, certified pokemon master, and this realm's warrior of light! my main special interests are pokemon, final fantasy (especially ffxiv), firelight's respite, characters / worldbuilding, and among us, though of course i have a ton of various hyperfixations and other random interests lying about. my tragic backstory is 20000 pages long so tl;dr i have a collection of various intertwined mental and physical illnesses that make me sometimes just kind of disappear off the face of the earth for ages without meaning tomy main project is known as firelight's respite - i've put my entire heart and soul into this project thus far, spanning a multitude of different characters, five acts, and a myriad of subworlds and even alternate universes.. it's the truest reflection of my soul at its most raw and fueled by the people i love. and hell, if it manages to help even one person work through some flavour of mental illness or rough time in their life.. that's enough for me. ♥ i've also worked on various pokemon fangames and have worlds dedicated to both my mainline and pmd stories, twilight and explorers of aeons respectively! surely nobody remembers me from ancient forums. but what if.i am an adult, and due to the dark themes in my characters and stories, my content is firmly 16+ at the bare minimum - 18+ encouraged - and those below the age of 16 should not consume my content nor should they be unwillingly exposed to it. this serves as the single blanket warning for my entire profile and writing since so many of my characters deal with trauma of various kinds, mature topics, and nsfw content. this includes even fandom-based stories, such as my pokemon and ffxiv stories for example. i am likewise not comfortable becoming close friends with those under 21, though i am quite difficult to become close to in the first place asdfhsdk (i'm a very unstable person)my dni/byf is here, and my commission info (along with my tos and other such things) can be found here! in short, i don't care for discourse, i do not believe in public blacklisting, i am openly nsfw friendly, and i do not care what your interests are as long as you're not doing weird shit with kids or animals or like.. well, i don't need to list everything. i am a very open minded person, and i understand that everyone has a past that led them to becoming the person they are today. should you happen to dislike me, my art, or anything else about me, please block me and move on - curate your online experience! we need not agree on everything. even so, i respect you and your ideals, and i wish you well on your way.

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⋆☆ https://kinhelp.carrd.co ☆⋆
if you don't know what kinning is or have questions about kinning in general, please feel free to read this carrd explaining everything about it! as a tl;dr, kinning means you identify as a fictional character (or a real animal, or even a concept!) - not to be confused with identifying with (or relating to) a character a lot, which is not the same as kinning - relating to a character is a synpath, not a kin! the carrd above covers this and more if you have questions! i do not just relate to these characters, these characters are me, or were me, in another life in a world far away from ours!

• comfort characters

⋆☆ 🌈 Reflections In Crystal 🌈 ☆⋆

to say that i'm quite literally the embodiment of these characters is an understatement. these characters are the truest, deepest representation of me as a person in ways i can't put into words. these are, of course, all permashifts, as i embody them to their very cores, and they to mine - please feel free to refer us as one in the same, as i genuinely believe my selfhoods are me!
☆ CANONMATES / MEMORIES: all characters here link to individual pages where i put little things about my canonmates and memories if they exist!
☆ DOUBLES: please do not interact at length if you are a double of these characters, especially if you talk about it often, doubly so if it's g'raha. the only exceptions to this is zorua and eeveelutions - i love meeting doubles of those! i'm also alright with nyan cat doubles, although i do believe i'm the "original nyan" if that makes sense!

⋆☆ 💎 Hope's Confluence 💎 ☆⋆

⋆ G'raha Tia - Final Fantasy XIV ⋆
g'raha tia came as a surprise - i had kin feelings towards him from the moment i saw him, but i never expected him to become so ingrained into me, especially considering he just seemed like a small npc that wouldn't appear again. well.. i also didn't expect ffxiv to share a similar spot in my heart as pokemon either, so i guess that was a surprise as well.

⋆☆ 💖 The Pokemon Master 💖 ☆⋆

⋆ Ash Ketchum - Pokémon ⋆
as my first ever kin, identifying as him even as a child, ash of course means a lot to me! pokemon as a series is the deepest special interest i have, so it's not too shocking. while i have a myriad of pokemon kins, ash ketchum will always be my first, and very much so a true representation of myself.

⋆☆ ⚔️ His Blessed Regalia ⚔️ ☆⋆

⋆ Yukine - Noragami ⋆
noragami truly helped me out of one of the darkest times of my life and the cathartic way yukine resonated with my soul made me know, instantly, this was me. i've watched the anime and read the manga several times over and am absolutely starved for content of it.

⋆☆ 💭 Waiting For Something To Happen? 💭 ☆⋆

⋆ SUNNY / OMORI - OMORI ⋆
without explaining the full depth of my own various traumas, it is.. difficult to truly explain the full depth of this as a selfhood. along with basil, sunny hit me right in the heart. the entire game hit me right in the heart, for that matter, especially on replays.. i swear every time i experience it again it grows deeper and darker. it was even difficult to admit to myself how deeply i resonated with the themes and the story within the game, and it's only gotten more and more clear as time has gone by.

⋆☆ 👑 Prince from the Stars 👑 ☆⋆

⋆ Hibiki Nyatani - Firelight's Respite ⋆
i mean, obviously hibiki nyatani is my fursona and literally me, but like.. the depth of "literally me" is severely understated here. the entirety of firelight's respite is, in and of itself, a reflection of my soul at its most raw, so in a way the entire story is just one big Me Moment, but hibiki in particular just has such a resonance to him that isn't quite captured by any other individual characters. he was never meant to be important, just a bit of firelight's history.. but slowly and surely, he grew to be much more.

⋆☆ 🌸 Our Song of Hope 🌸 ☆⋆

⋆ Yukine Kuchiki - Final Fantasy XIV ⋆
i normally would not want to have two major characters from a major close-to-my-heart source in my selfhoods, which is a big reason it took me ages to actually put this here.. but i feel like this is a special case. similarly to hibiki, yukine too is considered a sona of mine, specifically my warrior of light in ffxiv. but, of course, ffxiv as a whole simply became one of the most important things in my soul, and with it came its story, which slowly shaped itself into the story i've written for yukine themself. it all feels so real, like these are not words i am coming up with on the spot, but words written from my own soul, my own memories. etheirys is, and always has been, my home.

⋆☆ 🖤 The Spiteful Fox Pokemon 🖤 ☆⋆

⋆ Zorua - Pokémon ⋆
zorua.. is stranger still. as someone with insane amounts of impostor syndrome and identity struggles, zorua resonates with me in a way my other favourite pokemon don't quite reach. the gen 5 games are very special to my heart, and i'm an N kinnie at that, so you can only imagine what i'm going through. =x=

⋆☆ ✨ Extreme Evoboost ✨ ☆⋆

⋆ Eeveelutions - Pokémon ⋆
i was hesitant initially to put this onto a post detailing.. well, myself. given that i can't quite pin down just one of the eeveelutions to put here, it feels almost wrong to have "eeveelutions" in general as something i identify as. however.. in the past few years, as time went by and i've learned much of myself, i've learnt that i really am just all of them. the eeveelution i use to represent myself changes frequently, even over the course of the day, and i've realised that i'm moreso just an eevee that is distinctly capable of evolving and unevolving at will than just one eeveelution. it's certainly strange, but i'm happy to have accepted it. to that degree, i oft feel a lot of connection towards the mystery dungeon universe..

⋆☆ 🌈 Nyan nyan nyan!! 🌈 ☆⋆

⋆ Nyan Cat - Teh Internetz ⋆
nyan cat is essentially, like.. my "mascot", in a way, at this point. despite being such a silly little meme, it's always been a staple in my life no matter my age and has always been a part of my personality even when i thought i was cringy for it! nowadays, i just.. really resonate with nyan cat altogether and see it as myself in digital form, like the whole of my internet life encapsulated into one being, if that makes sense. so that lands it a place as one of my selfhoods!

⋆☆ 🌈 My Heart, My Soul 🌈 ☆⋆

these characters are literally me; my connection to these lives run deep, and a lot of these have extremely deep emotional attachment. for a lot of these, their sources are a special interest or hyperfocus of mine or have affected me very deeply, and many of them resonate with my traumas or have otherwise comforted me during very dark times. in general, my IDs and their associated sources are extremely important to me and have affected me and/or my life very deeply. these are all permashifts, though sometimes one or more of these feels stronger than the others, normally influenced by my emotions!
☆ CANONMATES / MEMORIES: all characters here link to individual pages where i put little things about my canonmates and memories if they exist!
☆ DOUBLES: i am uncomfortable with active doubles of hibiki, astolfo, n, lucario, and koujirou, but all other doubles are fine!
☆☆☆ NOTE: hibiki is pokemon special (manga) only and lucario is movie only - gold/ethan/lucario kinnies from other sources are perfectly fine!

⋆☆ 🌈 Despite Everything, It's Still You 🌈 ☆⋆

characters that i identify as whos connections aren't quite at the same level as my IDs. i still do have a large connection with them and their sources, and they likely resonate with a large portion of me as a person and just in general mean a lot to me similarly to my IDs. some of these really stand on the line between ID and primary, so things might change, who knows. shifts are extremely common! either way, all of these characters resonate with me in a distinct, emotional way.
☆ CANONMATES / MEMORIES: some characters here link to individual pages where i put little things about my canonmates or memories if they exist!
☆ DOUBLES: all doubles in this section are completely fine!

⋆☆ 🌈 Comfort Characters 🌈 ☆⋆

i just genuinely am in love with fictional characters at this point tbh .. anyway this is a page dedicated to all the characters that hit right in the heart (omori sound effect) so have fun with that. they hold significance to me for a multitude of reasons - many of them are because i associate them with someone i love. others are because i bonded with them during trauma or other stressful times, some characters meant a lot to me in one of my kin canons, and some are just generally comforting for me! if you kin any of these, rest assured i love you with all my heart and would die for you